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Monday, June 15, 2009

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 13:35:02 GMT

Just wanted to share this happy news with everyone!!

We were so lucky to catch a snap shot of our home in the building on Sunday!!

So here's our naked home!! What perfect memories =)

A Verrie Long Entry...

Wed, 27 May 2009 15:57:37 GMT

Ok... I haven't been blogging in the longest longest time and I bet no one is chasing my blog anymore, haha...

For those who know me well, you will know that I bearly blog when all's well and good, hee... I'm not in the least bit hinting that there is anything wrong now, I'm just trying to find something to occupy the next half hour while my darling is playing L4D and we are stuck in this Lan game cum Pub place to watch the Champions League final!! Not that I am complaining, since I am also an avid fan of Manchester United now, hee...

Anyway just a lil updates on life now...

Work
Has been quite ok. We had a fair bit of changes and restructuring over the past few months. As usual people left and we had a change of boss yet again... There were major shifts, though it didn't change things too much.... Work is more flexible now, there's more free play. But yet with freedom comes the insecurity of screwing things up... So, its pretty much a give and take thing...

I can't say that I'm very happy with where I am now, mainly becuase I still can't find a path I am truly passionate about within training... Matter of fact, I am actually itching to rejoin the sales force, but as a supervisor... So, let's see how things go for now...

Love
Has been GREAT!! Can't be any greater... The love have not lessen or dimmed despite us being together for the last 2 1/2 years. Though we are a "sticky" pair, but we just never seem to get enough of each other

In fact over the past few months, things are looking good, we have also started planning for so so many things... Here's just a little highlights on what's coming up soon :

6 June - ROM Dress Fitting @ Empire
9 June - E-filing for ROM
27 June - Parents Meet-up @ Peach Garden
19 September - ROM @ Conrad Centennial Hotel
Early 2010 - Bridal Photography @ Sattine
10 October '10 - Wedding Banquet @ Swissotel the Stamford
End 2010 - Arrival of our Treelodge @ Punggol Home

So let's hope and pray that things will always be looking so good, and that this blissful, happy-ever-after feeling will never be taken away...

I love him and thank him for everything he has brought to my life!!

Home
Not looking too good... Recently there have been more conflicts at home... More between mum and bro-in law... Its beginning to make things kinda wierd at home, kinda pretty unfriendly, even hostile...

Whatever is happening is really contrary to my own believes that within the family it should be a give and take thing... Simply said, my home and family, should be a blissful, happy and very giving place...

Things at home is sometimes causing me to dread going back... Honestly, I feel happier at my fiance's place where it is totally not polical like how my home is... Somewhere I can feel genuine love and concern...

But still, your family can never be replace... So I'll just have to make the best of whatever situation it is at home now

Ok that's probably enough updates for now... I'll try to blog soon, haha....

Monday, August 18, 2008

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 14:19:23 GMT

I was staying at hubby's house over the weekend... Actually I have to say that I have been staying over hubby's house every weekend. I just enjoy his company so soooo much...

We are undergoing some tough times now, tough solely due to his "job" thing... Its really sad to be told that after 5 months of waiting, 5 months of opportunity course, they came back to tell him that the opening is already filled. Utterly disgusting and disappointing... Can't believe such nonsense came from the employer we both trusted, you know where...

Anyway I'm glad that amidst all the negativity from his "job" thing, every other aspects of ours is working out just fine... We are always is discussion about our ROM... I've just signed a package with Dressmeup for Sandy's makeup, hairdo and a very nice custom pink dress with pearl... Hubby is also making his tailoring his dressy pink shirt from CYC and he have also bought a nice white vest to go with it... So... Our progress is really really great... And going these baby steps, settling things lil by lil in anticipation of our ROM, really builds up the spirit for that day to come...

I just wanna let him know...

"Hubby, I really smile and laugh so much when I am with you. No one have ever ever made me so happy!!"

"I LOVE YOU SO SOOOO MUCH!!"

I Thank God...

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 01:46:49 GMT

Was looking through some of my friend's blog which kinda brought back some memories. Bad memories in fact.

She wrote "I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it." How apt it is for all my previous relationships... Being in love with the only person who could hurt me so badly...

It is then I realise "that sucky, so damn painful" feeling of getting hurt seems so distant now. For the past 1 1/2 years, I never came close to feeling this way, so I am really thankful... Thankful to my hubby who really fufills his promise to put my happiness above all things and more definitely to God for bringing him into my life.

I was just telling hubby yesterday, from the time I started dating (sometime in Sec 2), I have never had one period of time when I was constantly never hurt, always cherished, always treasured and always happy... Then he will be yaya and start telling me "Told you right? I saved you from hell ah! Told you from the start that we were meant to be but you don't believe me..." Lol...

And yes I now know how fortunate I am, to finally find my better half. Only now do I know... Love should never hurt so much, if it does, then that person isn't the correct one for you...

In return I will promise to treasure this relationship, to cherish him, to love him wholeheartedly, to always put him before all things else and never hurt him.

He's my life!!!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 12:29:15 GMT

We had a quarrel before the weekend.

Rather, I kinda made things a lil dfficult for him by losing my temper... Guess there's some negativity and stress that I need to learn to cope with... Baby ain't having an easy time himself but he's definitely very much more understanding compared to me...

I'M REALLY SORRY MY DEAR!!

But as usual, we always realise how much we mean to each other after a squabble. We totally enjoyed our weekend because we treasure every single second indulging in each others' company.

Each time we held hands, each time I rest on his shoulders, each time he holds me in his arms...

EVERY SINGLE MOMENT FEELS LIKE ETERNITY...

I LOVE HIM SO...

Friday, June 27, 2008

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 04:06:44 GMT

It was my birthday yesterday... Its my 24th Birthday!! Surprisingly, I do not feel the stress of growing old... I choose to think that I am more mature, more understanding and at the same time moving into another stage of life which I am very much looking forward to!! Hee...

So how appropriate it is when we happened to secure an appointment to book our solemnisation at Conrad yesterday. Its definitely a good way to remember this day. For more details on our package, check out our Wedding Blog, you'll love the menu

We had a pact that we should scrap the idea of giving gifts for these few months, ppl who knows us will know how spendthrift we are. But with our BIG plans coming up soon, solemnisation, house might be coming early, customary... We have no choice but to be really frugal... BUT... Unfortunately my phone drowned just 3 days back (dun ask me wat happened, you won't wanna know, lol), so... Its now a neccessity!! So lovely hubby bought me...

A Sony Ericsson w380i!!! Its lovely and its in my favourite colour!!

I know its has been a while since I last blog. Work is getting busy, my responsibilities are getting heavier day by day, but I do enjoy it!! Hubby's transfer to Asset Management should materialise in Sept, we cross our fingers and pray that nothing goes wrong this time round.

We are kindda living in our own world for these few months... Seldom meet friends, just enjoying our time together. And yes, we never get sick of being together!! Lol...

Baby Just Removed his Braces!!

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 14:07:08 GMT

Baby removed his braces after a loonnngggg 3 1/2 years... Lol, blame him for being lazy and always missing his dental appointment... Anyway today's the day... And he really look a lil different... More handsome...

Nice, sparkling teeth...

Its the Last Day of my Trainer Course

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 12:37:22 GMT

Today is the end of my 5-day Competent Trainer course and I'm kindda sad because I enjoyed the company from all the rest of the participants who are really kind ppl... I have also learnt a lot from the course and really enjoyed all the activities... Haiz... But now its back to work!!! Come tml I wonder how many e-mails there'll be in my inbox *sob*

Here's the lovely ppl who have shared with me the past 1 week of training...

Me and hubby are also having good progress on our venue sourcing for our solemnisation. We'll be going by to Amara and Conrad within this week to view their solemnisation events. I have also shortlised Sheraton for their lovely waterfall... Hope to hear from them soon!!

Our Wedding Bloggie is Up!!

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 13:08:08 GMT

I am done setting up our wedding blog!!! I'm so happie because it is really lovely!!! Do check it out HERE...

LOVELIE!!!

Idyllic Wedding Showcase @ Changi Village Hotel

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 13:19:26 GMT

We took the first step for the planning of our BIG day by going to a wedding showcase @ Changi Village Hotel. We were very excited, its a first for both of us, so yup we were expecting to have a great time.

Though the location of CVH is pretty crappy, its about the furthest a hotel can get and still have guests. But the various reviews on the lovely poolside tempted us to consider having our solemnisation there.

The event itself was great, but I have to say that I am utterly disappointed and did not have a good first impression when the shuttle bus services screwed up (there's supposed to be 2 services at 12.15 pm and 12.30 pm, however we waited from 12.10 pm till 12.45 pm and there's still no signs of the bus. Quite a few couples were affected *sign*) somehow and left us with no choice but to call a cab to get to the hotel. And honestly, if the hotel cannot handle even a simple shuttle bus service, I do not feel assured at all placing my wedding plans in their hands.

Attached are lovely pics of the event and the decos, I should be starting our wedding blog soon to capture memories of the little steps we took leading to our BIG day... Will keep you guys informed!!

We received a customised invitation e-card, and were actually quite impressed...

Lol... We went to redeem a free caricature by Suite Success. Its doesn't really look tat alike us but considering tat the lady only took 5 mins, I will give her my thumbs up!!

The view from the poolside is breathtaking!! I love it, but when we consider the odds, humid weather, rain... Hubby and I have concluded tat we'll prefer an indoor venue...

Here's the common solemnisation set-up. Its very nice, do look at the scenery beyond... You can see the neighbouring islands clearly...

There's this bridal showcase as well. Lovely gowns and it reminds me tat... I REALLY HAVE TO START SLIMMING DOWN!! Lol...

I love this particular deco for one of their registration tables... Its freaking lovely... You might see it at my wedding... Hee...

Okie, tat's about all for the event @ CVH... We will be going for another wedding showcase at Goodwood Park Hotel on 22nd June, lovely...

My dear hubby is near to tears when we parted today... He will be going for his reservise tml till Friday, and even now we can't go without meeting each other for 2 - 3 days... Haiz... But it doesn't look like we have a choice here, so we just have to be strong!! I'll be counting down to Friday *sob*

My Soon Yiwei is the greatest!! I love him so...