Was looking through some of my friend's blog which kinda brought back some memories. Bad memories in fact. 

She wrote "I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it." How apt it is for all my previous relationships... Being in love with the only person who could hurt me so badly...

It is then I realise "that sucky, so damn painful" feeling of getting hurt seems so distant now. For the past 1 1/2 years, I never came close to feeling this way, so I am really thankful... Thankful to my hubby who really fufills his promise to put my happiness above all things and more definitely to God for bringing him into my life.

I was just telling hubby yesterday, from the time I started dating (sometime in Sec 2), I have never had one period of time when I was constantly never hurt, always cherished, always treasured and always happy... Then he will be yaya and start telling me "Told you right? I saved you from hell ah! Told you from the start that we were meant to be but you don't believe me..." Lol...

And yes I now know how fortunate I am, to finally find my better half. Only now do I know... Love should never hurt so much, if it does, then that person isn't the correct one for you...

In return I will promise to treasure this relationship, to cherish him, to love him wholeheartedly, to always put him before all things else and never hurt him.

He's my life!!!