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Juz_DreamyRian
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Country: Singapore
Birthday: 6/26/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Seeing movies, Listening to songs- with meaningful lyrics, Playing pool, Playing with my darling hamsters...
Occupation: Operations
Industry: Banking/Finance
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MSN: moshimoshi_jlj@hotmail.com
Member Since:
10/6/2003
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| Just wanted to share this happy news with everyone!! We were so lucky to catch a snap shot of our home in the building on Sunday!! So here's our naked home!! What perfect memories =) 
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| A Verrie Long Entry...Ok... I haven't been blogging in the longest longest time and I bet no one is chasing my blog anymore, haha...
For those who know me well, you will know that I bearly blog when all's well and good, hee... I'm not in the least bit hinting that there is anything wrong now, I'm just trying to find something to occupy the next half hour while my darling is playing L4D and we are stuck in this Lan game cum Pub place to watch the Champions League final!! Not that I am complaining, since I am also an avid fan of Manchester United now, hee...
Anyway just a lil updates on life now...
Work
Has been quite ok. We had a fair bit of changes and restructuring over the past few months. As usual people left and we had a change of boss yet again... There were major shifts, though it didn't change things too much.... Work is more flexible now, there's more free play. But yet with freedom comes the insecurity of screwing things up... So, its pretty much a give and take thing...
I can't say that I'm very happy with where I am now, mainly becuase I still can't find a path I am truly passionate about within training... Matter of fact, I am actually itching to rejoin the sales force, but as a supervisor... So, let's see how things go for now...
Love
Has been GREAT!! Can't be any greater... The love have not lessen or dimmed despite us being together for the last 2 1/2 years. Though we are a "sticky" pair, but we just never seem to get enough of each other 
In fact over the past few months, things are looking good, we have also started planning for so so many things... Here's just a little highlights on what's coming up soon :
6 June - ROM Dress Fitting @ Empire
9 June - E-filing for ROM
27 June - Parents Meet-up @ Peach Garden
19 September - ROM @ Conrad Centennial Hotel
Early 2010 - Bridal Photography @ Sattine
10 October '10 - Wedding Banquet @ Swissotel the Stamford
End 2010 - Arrival of our Treelodge @ Punggol Home
So let's hope and pray that things will always be looking so good, and that this blissful, happy-ever-after feeling will never be taken away...
I love him and thank him for everything he has brought to my life!!
Home
Not looking too good... Recently there have been more conflicts at home... More between mum and bro-in law... Its beginning to make things kinda wierd at home, kinda pretty unfriendly, even hostile...
Whatever is happening is really contrary to my own believes that within the family it should be a give and take thing... Simply said, my home and family, should be a blissful, happy and very giving place...
Things at home is sometimes causing me to dread going back... Honestly, I feel happier at my fiance's place where it is totally not polical like how my home is... Somewhere I can feel genuine love and concern...
But still, your family can never be replace... So I'll just have to make the best of whatever situation it is at home now 
Ok that's probably enough updates for now... I'll try to blog soon, haha....
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| I was staying at hubby's house over the weekend... Actually I have to say that I have been staying over hubby's house every weekend. I just enjoy his company so soooo much... We are undergoing some tough times now, tough solely due to his "job" thing... Its really sad to be told that after 5 months of waiting, 5 months of opportunity course, they came back to tell him that the opening is already filled. Utterly disgusting and disappointing... Can't believe such nonsense came from the employer we both trusted, you know where... Anyway I'm glad that amidst all the negativity from his "job" thing, every other aspects of ours is working out just fine... We are always is discussion about our ROM... I've just signed a package with Dressmeup for Sandy's makeup, hairdo and a very nice custom pink dress with pearl... Hubby is also making his tailoring his dressy pink shirt from CYC and he have also bought a nice white vest to go with it... So... Our progress is really really great... And going these baby steps, settling things lil by lil in anticipation of our ROM, really builds up the spirit for that day to come... I just wanna let him know... "Hubby, I really smile and laugh so much when I am with you. No one have ever ever made me so happy!!" "I LOVE YOU SO SOOOO MUCH!!" | | |
| I Thank God...Was looking through some of my friend's blog which kinda brought back some memories. Bad memories in fact. She wrote "I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it." How apt it is for all my previous relationships... Being in love with the only person who could hurt me so badly... It is then I realise "that sucky, so damn painful" feeling of getting hurt seems so distant now. For the past 1 1/2 years, I never came close to feeling this way, so I am really thankful... Thankful to my hubby who really fufills his promise to put my happiness above all things and more definitely to God for bringing him into my life. I was just telling hubby yesterday, from the time I started dating (sometime in Sec 2), I have never had one period of time when I was constantly never hurt, always cherished, always treasured and always happy... Then he will be yaya and start telling me "Told you right? I saved you from hell ah! Told you from the start that we were meant to be but you don't believe me..." Lol... And yes I now know how fortunate I am, to finally find my better half. Only now do I know... Love should never hurt so much, if it does, then that person isn't the correct one for you... In return I will promise to treasure this relationship, to cherish him, to love him wholeheartedly, to always put him before all things else and never hurt him. He's my life!!! | | |
| We had a quarrel before the weekend. Rather, I kinda made things a lil dfficult for him by losing my temper... Guess there's some negativity and stress that I need to learn to cope with... Baby ain't having an easy time himself but he's definitely very much more understanding compared to me... I'M REALLY SORRY MY DEAR!! But as usual, we always realise how much we mean to each other after a squabble. We totally enjoyed our weekend because we treasure every single second indulging in each others' company. Each time we held hands, each time I rest on his shoulders, each time he holds me in his arms... EVERY SINGLE MOMENT FEELS LIKE ETERNITY... I LOVE HIM SO... | | |
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